Ceylon, Ceylon

Ceylon, Ceylon
Here I come carrying my despair
Saving my future from physical hopelessness
My passion is torn
Again

Ceylon, Ceylon
Here I come providing a physical modernization
Sacrificing my needs for beautiful music
My heart's soul is torn
Again

I wonder will there be a smile
Carved upon my face
As I strum the guitar alone
And bowing my violin
At the abyss of Ceylon

WITHERED HAPPINESS

WITHERED HAPPINESS
2.10.2010

My happiness is withered
But her happiness remains in blossom
Keep it that way darling
That’s all I can wish for myself

My happiness is withered
And I’m tired to rebuild it
Make her happy is my only dream
That’s all I can do for myself

She wants me to be contented
That’s a difficult request
Her past tear my joy off my heart

She wants me to be contented
That’s impossible now
But don’t blame yourself
It’s not your fault anymore

I don’t need happiness anymore
My life belongs to her

Pulling a smile
Throw laughter
As it’s the only way to tell her I’m “glad”
This will remain a secret
Unfold to anybody
Endure the pain alone
Till my last breath

Her past tear my joy off my heart
Leaving her tear my life from my core
Withered happiness is mine
That’s all I have for this life